Best Friends?

It is a very awkward thing when you fall in love with your best friend. It is even more awkward when your best friend doesn't fall in love with you and instead ends up with another person. But these things happen in life, my grandmother used to say "love goes where it's supposed too...even up a horse's ass." It is what it is.

I have been actively seeking out the relationship I want in my life. It has led to many, many meetings/dates/chats with potential partners. So far a few have peaked my interest...we shall see.

Additionally while all of this dating is going on I am going through an eviction process...I have to put R out of the place he has in my heart. I used to think that I could leave him there and not want a relationship with him, but I was wrong. Oh well, we live and we learn.