One Day
Sometimes it is difficult to accept that I have to force myself to take care of me. Lately I have found myself feeling guilty because I have some resentment for the lack of any real life. While I very much enjoy being a mom, somewhere along the way I have managed to lose track of who the hell I really am. I go to work, I come home and I do almost nothing that is just for me.
I no longer have any real outside interests. Hell, I really don't even know what my interests are anymore.
I have been feeling so damn guilty because I have felt so lost. I have wrapped my entire life around my child, there is nothing else. That's not fair to either her or myself.
Well, she is almost five and grandma is going to take her for the weekend. It will probably be difficult for me. But l think it's necessary. I need to find me. I need to be happy, so that I may give myself the best and so that my daughter will learn the value of pursuing your bliss.
Happy moms raise happy daughter's.
I no longer have any real outside interests. Hell, I really don't even know what my interests are anymore.
I have been feeling so damn guilty because I have felt so lost. I have wrapped my entire life around my child, there is nothing else. That's not fair to either her or myself.
Well, she is almost five and grandma is going to take her for the weekend. It will probably be difficult for me. But l think it's necessary. I need to find me. I need to be happy, so that I may give myself the best and so that my daughter will learn the value of pursuing your bliss.
Happy moms raise happy daughter's.
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